How much are you worth anyway?

I have to say something about self worth, and how people affect it. And about how much more you are actually worth than you think. (In my following story, I'm going to be a complete cliche, and I trust you guys not to judge me too harshly.)

When I was a freshman in high school ( which is a hugely vulnerable time in your life while you're still forming ideals and having thoughts and in which I would discourage "relation boats", as my nemesis once put them), I met a boy, blah blah blah. Over that year, and part of the next(when I actually dated him), I started to put a huge amount of my self worth in this boy's hands..err...paws? whatever. Anyway, he was, in my eyes, the only one to decided whether I was beautiful, whether I was smart, whether I was talented, pretty much whether I was worth anything. I let him dictate whether or not I was good enough, and when he cheated on me and then dumped me for another girl (over facebook, but thats beside the point), it was a huge blow.

I hate to admit it, but I was a wreck. I HATE being a cliche teenager, but this is what happened and it hurt, and this is coming from someone who doesn't really like emotions in general. I spent the year after that trying to fix myself, to figure out everything and be me again. And it was hard and it sucked a lot but it happened. I learned a lot though, from that horrible thing, and now, I actually have found people who treat me like I deserve to be treated. Do you know how you deserve to be treated?

Think this way. God made you. He planned you out from the beginning, and He loves you and values you. You, in His eyes, are precious.Since God made everything, and is King, you, as His daughter, are a princess. As a princess, you deserve a level a respect from everyone who is in your life. You are also absolutely beautiful. Because God made you, you are by default, lovely, since He who created the universe made you in HIS image. As he is the root of beauty and love and good things, you have to be beautiful.

You are entitled to, as a beautiful and amazing human being, love and respect (God can always provide both).
You are also a wonderfully beautiful creation, and if someone does not see you that way, or ceases to see you that way, remember 2 things. 1.Hey, your Daddy in heaven thinks you're great, whats the problem? and 2. There are billions of people. Find another one to talk to.

Keep your head up sugar, and keep smiling. Let God decide how much you are worth, not some silly boy who calls you pretty and doesn't remember that you hate the color orange. Please be careful with yourself, because you're the one who should be judging yourself anyway.

lovelovelove the teenage drama QUEEN (who wrote this post in a frenzied state after a longggg day),

hanhan <3