Its really kind of funny how things have started to work out. You've got everything you've always had, life still sucks for you and no matter what you do, nothing seems to change that. You go out with the same girls, just with different names. You have the same type of friends, usually not permanent, and unable to be there for you. Everything that happens is like a shred of drama that you keep living for, you make it into the huge thing.
Guess what. I'm grow-ed up now. I have the most amazing friends on the face of the earth, who are always there for me no matter what I do. I'm happy, life feels great and it just makes me laugh and smile whenever I think about how blessed I am. I'm not dependent on some guy to love me and everything. I don't need exciting, horrible dramatic events because I have so much better. Last year, that me would have thought the way you acted today was a big deal. BUT ITS NOT.
Homecoming was fab. I saw a bunch of people I wanted to see, and had a good time being shoved around and drinking a huge amount of purple Gatorade. Then we went to J's house and I went on jungle adventures with T and J and M, which was a blast. We made animal noises and a boat, J's rock fell off the boat first. I love his mother's Italian food. And Merry. AND OUR PICTURE ALBUM. And the swing set and the park. I'm a happy camper. I love my friends <3
Love from hanhan :]
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