Sometimes things seem right. Everything is going perfectly, except for that one little thing that's not. You do everything within your power to change it, but you can't change it. So you continually have that one imperfect thing ruin your perfection. You teach yourself to ignore it. That only works for a little while, a few weeks, a few days, you're almost happy. You've almost achieved your happy place.
That nagging feeling always comes back though, bringing with it other things that aren't right, that you've buried inside for your happiness. Suddenly, the world seems much less rosy. Things start to go wrong. Your version of perfect falls apart and you can barely see because, in your teary eyes, everything is wrong.
Slowly, things get better. Slowly, you recover. Slowly, you begin the process again. This is life as we know it. Its not always perfect, but its not always bad. You can't always float on clouds. You can't always wallow in your grief though. You have to keep moving forward, and repeating the process. Because that's how it works.


Love Hanhan =]