Friendships are weird. Feelings are weird. You can be so close with someone. You let them in, really let them in, trust them not to leave, everything. And then suddenly, everything changes, and they leave. When they're gone, suddenly, it feels like your heart is ripped a little, a little broken almost, and then you have to fix it.
SO you repair the little hole in your heart where they used to live. It gets better really really slowly, really painfully. You fill it up over time, so its basically okay, and you can go on with life as it was, almost. Its still there, but its patched up, and you're okay again.
Well, they come back. Once, twice, and leave, and come back, and leave. You keep trying to go back to them, but it doesn't feel the same. They don't fill the hole they made when they left any more. After awhile, you start to realize how you've stopped missing them, because they're different and so are you. There's no more going back to them. There's just...whatever. Then everything is okay. The End.
Love from hanhan =]
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